My training was temporarily stopped, and being granted that 'freedom' somehow made me happy and in a lighter mood. It's as if something has been lifted off my shoulders. The sadness, anxiety, depression I was experiencing the past days (or week) was suddenly gone. I'm not happy per se that we stopped training, nor am I happy that I'm somewhat free. I'm happy because I don't need to think of what will make Brant happy, or how to get his attention, or sthg. I'm still here for him, but I can just wait for him, without being an added baggage to what he's already feeling, without waiting or needing him to somehow pull or push the strings that ties me to him.
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Submissive women are not weaklings. They are sensitive people who have a great deal of resilience in the face of their particular challenges.
Submissiveness is a strength seeking a proper context.
